Someone that I wish to know since form 4, she's from science stream of my beloved high school. After form 5 in 2001, when we graduated from that high school, my dream of getting to know her seems shattered. The chances of watching her every move had gone. The worst thing is that I didn't try to get contact number or email from her. It is because i am too afraid other people will tease her because of my action or something. In the end, it will make her hate me rather than accept me. So i refuse to make any move at that time. I don’t even dare to look at her face to face or find a reason to talk to her for 2 years. All I’ve done was watching her waiting for her parents’ car. Coward isn’t it???
In 2005, i planned to forget you... guess what? Your name, your smile, your sound and everything about you always pop up very clearly on my mind. It just like a scanner, scanned and saved everything about you in my mind...
Recently, my dream revived because I found her profile in particular friend's list in facebook. When I saw her profile couple of weeks ago, unfortunately she doesn’t log in regularly. I still remember that she was a quiet girl and seems happy everyday without any worried. She's still as pretty as the first time I meet her during high school assembly. I don't know whether she still want to be my friend or not.
Hopefully when you read this, you’ll not angry with me for admired you without your knowledge since 2001.
